Love at first sight is not a reality; the concept only exists in the minds of the authors of cheap love stories

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Love is a strange force that no one can explain, especially if it is at first sight. However, it is probably the most incredible feeling you will ever experience in your entire life; it is a unique source of power and happiness. I do not think that anyone can live without it. It makes your life so wonderfully complete, so soft and peaceful. Love fills your existence with meaning and makes you feel special.

Two years ago, I would have probably said to myself that love at first sight does not exist, because it had never happened to me. But now, I am certain that it does exist, and it is not only in the minds of cheap love story authors. I myself had a concept of a book which I wanted to write- a book, without a beginning or an end, which can tell the unique spiritual relationship between a girl and a boy, who suddenly falls in love with her… I wanted to share what happened to me during the least year… I wanted to tell everybody how I felt and who made me become the happiest girl in the world.

I mentioned that my “love story” doesn’t have a beginning. That is because I don’t know how everything started… I used to be a very quiet, ordinary girl, maybe even boring (or that is what people had thought about me), but deep inside my soul could feel I was not like the other girls, who were always trying to look older than they were, putting make- up and mini- skirts on, which made the boys “fall” for them. But that was not love and I knew it.

I did not want to be like them and I was sure that something inside me, a special part of my being, was going to turn my world upside down some day and make people see what kind of person was hidden behind the mask of the boring, quiet girl. And it did!

He was new in town. I didn’t know him very well, but I knew there was something really special about him, something unique, which makes him stand out of the crowd. I think I felt it in that exact first moment I saw him, but I knew he was never going to have a crush on a girl like me. I could only dream about it…

I couldn’t see him very often and I couldn’t talk to him then, but now I am aware of the fact that he felt this love at the moment he saw me, too. I could not realize it then, probably because I had never thought it was really going to happen, but everything he seemed to say or do when I was around was just like he was trying to attract my attention… And he did… on a beautiful Thursday morning, when I was typing an e-mail to a friend in one of the local Internet Cafes. This was the beginning of something spectacular!

My „love story“ does not have an end, either. I hope it will never end! Now I know love at first sight happens in real life.

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П.П. Поукрасила съм историята, когато съм я писала…

Истината е, че не знам дали това момче е било пришелец или е живяло в градчето, без аз да го забележа.

Знам само няколко основни неща за него- името му, това, че имаме общи познати; че е имал проблеми с наркотиците (червата ми сякаш се преобърнаха, когато разбрах) и че не се разбира с майка си.

Никога не съм разговаряла с него.

Не мисля, че е бил влюбен в мен, въпреки че определено се опитваше да ми привлече вниманието…

Между нас двамата никога не е имало нищо грандиозно. Освен, ако изключим моето усещане по отношение на него (не съм чувствала нищо толкова силно)… и сънищата, които сънувах. Той беше главен герой в тях.

Нямам никаква представа къде може да се намира сега… или дали въобще е жив.

П.П.2 Не мисля, че онова, което описвам в историята може да се нарече „любов от пръв поглед“. Това, че съм забелязала, че някой е уникален, не значи че съм се влюбила в него автоматично. По- скоро съм си „измислила“ това влюбване, защото така ми се е искало да бъде…

Вярвам в любовта от… втори поглед.

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